Trusting God

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
Proverbs 3:5 NKJV

This one of my favorite verses. I have always had a desire to travel and see the world. Being a teacher and single parent makes that a little complicated. Credit card debt, personal loan debt, and don’t get me started on student loan debt…..also complicates my desire.
Then one day I saw teachers happy, smiling and traveling. I needed to know more. How is this possible? Can I do the same as a single parent? I began my research.
I can go teach overseas! Let me tell you I went on a roller coaster of emotions. Facebook became my friend and enemy as I began to join groups of people who are already teaching or living overseas. There are plenty of positive and negative experiences to drive a person insane. I was scared…how do I leave my family and take my child away overseas? Is the opportunity worth it? Can I survive? I’ve never flown am I crazy.
Then I went to God in prayer.
I wanted to do His will for my life. I can afford for my desire to go overseas be a mistake and I end up miserable with a child looking at me wondering what has mommy done to us?
Finally in January 2016 I started applying. I didn’t hit submit until a month later.
I researched the UAE so much and so hard I felt like an expert. Then I got all these hits for schools in Kuwait then fear gripped me again.
Kuwiat? Are you crazy? I didn’t research Kuwait. I not going to nobody Kuwait. I’m not in any groups for Kuwait. Jesus what are doing. I took a deep breath. I had five interviews in a week. Only one in the UAE. ONE flipping school in the UAE.! Fear, anxiety, confusion….prayer time I needed guidance and I needed peace.
I trust God will guide me to where I need to be and all will work out in accordance to His will.
I wait patiently for an offer. Well as patiently as I can.

2 thoughts on “Trusting God

  1. Jennifer Leach says:

    I love your blog! I totally understand your fears about Kuwait but after researching more about the region, I’m open to living there. Best of luck to you and your little one on your journey. I’ll be following!

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