But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.
Isaiah 40:31 NKJV

Okay so this scripture has nothing to do with my post. I love this verse though.

So last night I received an email with my travel itinerary. …..and breath.
Yes I had a mild panic attack. Yes it took me a couple of hours to respond back.
Life just got real for me and my daughter. I started cleaning and packing. I have two weekends left in Maryland and South Carolina here I come.
I reserved my uhaul trailer…yep another panic attack.
I packed away our winter clothes I’m keeping at my mom’s house (as I type this I’m asking myself why because I’m not visiting during the winter months but I’m one of those just in case something happens kinda people so I packed it away. I may change my mind before June 17….any who)
I went to T-mobile to switch…..that was an experience in and of itself…..yep another panic attack and not just the price either.
Went grocery shopping and started thinking I only need about two weeks worth of food don’t over do it….yep you guessed it panic attack.
There is a part of me that wants this over and done with and there is a part of me that is like wait slow down I’m not ready.
Then I remember that if I wait till I’m ready I’ll never be ready.

I’m taking deep breaths. I’m checking things off my list one thing at a time. I’m gonna chill out with the panic attacks 😁😁😁😁😁.
My hand and faith is in GOD and I know I’m gonna be okay.